Monday, March 16, 2009'♥
i am mentally sound now. i think so. looking at a different angle now.
i just bloody hate this weather. i caught a sudden cough on sunday morning. and it got really worst by spending my whole day at school [8am to 6pm].
tracking back. yesterday i must really thank xuefang for accompanying me to purchase 2 gifts for the exchange. the presents must be suitable for both genders. it seems to be an easy answer to it some suggested to buy edible food. but i felt like, once in mouth and out it goes next, everyone can simply buy it when or where they feel like it.
during class, there was a symphony of "music". Every cough was a part of the masterpiece. i was thinking, maybe we should form up an orchestra. title of the piece: symphony of cough No.1
it will take really long before i can recover from it. avoiding the chocolates and cold icy drinks.. is miserable!
Labels: sick
Friday, October 31, 2008'♥
a day closer to O chinese and O SPA. Grrr!!~
yesterday.
our chemistry teacher almost cried infront of our class. is the first time that i see a teacher teaching us almost cried. her face was so red, tears were already surfaced on her eyes. but afterall she manged to hold it back.
actually i feel bad. she tried so hard in order for us to do well in our O SPA, but i just managed to realise today. without being appreciative of her hardwork, many of us still blames her for keeping us back or even had to do addtional SPA after school of salts *because other classes done it*. thinking back, she is willing to sacrifice for us, why can't we just appreciate it? At here, i just wish to say, THANK YOU Miss Leow.
yesterday, there was a surprise by miss heng. she actually wore heels and skirt. i was so amazed. instead of her plain monocolour t-shirts and jeans with flats, she actually wore pink skirt, pink heels. WOW right?
i think i had eat too much yesterday, and my mum gave me medicine to relief the bloated-ness. however when i took it at 11pm, she told me it will be effective 8hours later. which is 7am.
Today had Physics SPA. but before that let's continue the story. i woke up, no stomachache. is just happened during physics SPA. stomachache, cold sweat. total runs today 4times. marvellous. and the time gap is quite BIG. like 4 to 5hours later that kind.
Somehow when doing physics SPA, i realised physics SPA? IS SO MUCH TOUGHER THAN CHEMISTRY. yes i mean it. plot graph has a lot of important steps, and taking measurement, 1 decimal place, multiple is take significant number. if i really miss this day, i will be dead for my O physics SPA. back home had a good rest, didn't consume ANY FOOD till dinner. simply because didn't have the appetite to eat. but now i feel better :D
Tomorrow is the open house, there actually no point of giving out phaplets for the CCA groups since the people are not confirm going into our school. don't see the point.
Labels: sick
Wednesday, July 23, 2008'♥
happy birthday to wanling(:
it isn't been a good day for me. it all started early in the morning, i just suddenly lost my voice. had the crave for strepsils. later part of the day, i at least gain back a little of my voice. argh, trigonometry is a headache. tomorrow will be having stupid coordinate geometry test. oh no.
physical appearance are never telling the truth, only the inner are the truth of every single soul.Labels: sick
Friday, July 18, 2008'♥
today is choonling birthday(: happy birthday.
yesterday we practiced our duet piece. at first we had a lot of coordination problems. but we managed to finish first 24 bars. give myself a good pat on my shoulder and choon. hahas.
outbreak of fever in class. i was feeling so sick, just depriving from sleep. couldn't really do the chemistry test well. i can't bother anymore. had to finish my zuo ye before returning home, and was feeling so terribly cold even though the weather was fine. i stood down, ate my lunch, then had a yucky medicine and doze off for 3 hours. feeling so much better.
tomorrow will be another tough day. just gonna strive and finish it.
tested friendships then are so called the real friendships, as you will treasure more of your friend. you need not to meet up every single day, you just have to understand her well. be true to her, someday she will see it. Labels: school, sick
Sunday, June 08, 2008'♥
today had been a great day. except had 2 small blister on my left foot.. and one of it, the skin peeled off. is painful...
today was a great day to have food! and i am bound to gain some weight. after dancing so much past 2 weeks. which is like from monday to saturday.
well in the afternoon, ate one bowl of beancurd near kovan district.
for dinner, i ate swensen at compass point. 1 main dish and 1 big bowl of ice cream! sinful!!
still feeling quite full after the meal.
this whole week doesn't have dance, so i plan to go down and jog? nahs. i won't do that. i will try and finish up my homework! and starting to have a maths tution.
after that swensen meal, i am having sore throat. oh no, oh no. after flu, now sore throat. =.=
Labels: rants, sick
Monday, January 07, 2008'♥
OMG.. i am coughing that now aches my stomach...
in E maths class, today taught about graph. and jianyi was simply pissed off by me. cause Mr Lee said that, we had to use free hand to draw it rather using the curve ruler or whatever other stuffs. and within 3 tries, i managed to do it. and i was able to fit 4 different graphs into ONE graph paper. jianyi only managed to have 2 graphs into ONE graph paper. hahas.
we had a stupid english diagnostic test on grammar. seriously, i blindly gave my answer as i was like half asleep? don't even bother much.
didn't understand much on the chemistry cause i had miss the lessons.... ARGH!!!
tomorrow have physics.. my god. another lesson that i had missed... hopefully i could catch up!! if not i will be dead meat.
geography was like laughing throughout the whole class. i seriously hate ansar even more although many find him adorable. *yucks* but seriously, he needs some english classes and stop repeating the same words.
i need to report police to find back my voice!! just joking!
just talked on phone with xuefang and had lots of like complains and stuffs. but i had to rush my homework now! so BYE!
Labels: random, sick
Sunday, January 06, 2008'♥
tomorrow have lessons!! my god! and i am like, not very sure on the homeworks i am required to do. *fingers crossed*
i hoped i would pass easily? maybe not.
tomorrow still have international dance + vietnam meeting on handing in the booklet. talking about vietnam, i seriously have no time to post up the photos. so sorry.
and ice skating didn't do quite well [due to coughing like hell, no energy]. and hurt my toe. arghs!!
i did regain my voice but i am just coughing like hell...... but my voice still sound so deep...
Labels: random, sick
Friday, November 23, 2007'♥
seriously i am not who i am.
i guess that i driving myself to the end of corner of the wall... i stressed myself too much.
reasons[i stressed myself]:
1. i want my life to live as the fullest.
2. i don't want to waste time whereby just taking a step each day and not know what will happen next.
3. the interest within me is what i liked, i won't really care how much time i will spend on it. (although sometimes i might groan about it.)
4. although studies are important. but to me, studies is like a dead living thing. it just filled your head with sort of "KNOWLEDGE" that you have to know.
and this time round. i simply got scolded by modern dance teacher. seriously, the most HORRIBLE.
it started by, when we were running through the stupid rehearsal for tomorrow performance. then, i was so tired, and despite that my injury wasn't recover. i just simply mark off my steps. ended up: WHAT ARE YOU DOING! 1 WEEK TO THE COMPETITION. WHY DIDN'T YOU PRACTICE!! [this was the only beginning part. and i simply still cant get her steps that she given me.]
2nd time was, WHY ARE YOU SO NEAR TO XXX! YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE NEAR THE STAGE END! [normally my partner will pull me, and just nice she isn't here to save me.]
seriously it was the worst experience. and also the WORST TIME EVER. and fear for her had appeared. now i get it what really happen to jiamin and others. find out more about our modern teacher at jiamin's blog. and you will know how crazy, insane, scary and maybe the standards set too high for us to achieve.
next stop was like, going to clementi, UCC where we are going to watch the SCGS concert.
simply, they are marvelous. i saw one of the dancer before at the singapore summer school. who is min yi. she also performed 2 tap solo at the summer school public examinations. and today i think she performed also quite a lot. including on pointe. her characteristics were, able to spin many rounds of pirouette. while others, grand jeté were marvelous. not to mention their costume and props, were like fabulous. professional standard, thats what i can say.
our transport was provided by our teachers[their own car] simply because, the school is like out of budget for us. and we reached like 6pm back at compass point. i had to rush home for piano class. on the way back there are signs of flu. example, sweating cold sweat, sneezing non stop, coughing.
now i feel like fainting soon.
and i am not the rich girl as what people really think, i don't wear branded clothes. neither does my family. everything is being save and scrimp of it. there are more rich girls out there. just try stepping into the ice rink, look at those people who have 2 to 3 coaches. lives in bungalow at bukit timah or bishan. those are rich girls. and much more pampered.Labels: dance, SCGS concert, sick
Monday, October 29, 2007'♥
Oh My GOD! the class allocation is out. and i am in different class as mandy, zhiyu, wanling, and many more. but at least in the same class as choonling. i am just wondering how does the teachers allocate us?
yesterday i fall sick. went to the toilet total of 16 times. and the doctor said that i am having stomach flu. then didn't have a good rest the 2 days. i had to skip my ice skating lesson. and also dance today. i just feel so weak. and i didn't have any food the whole day yesterday.
had a WORST experience at the clinic yesterday.
an old lady. around her fifty. she came into the clinic and started shivering like hell. and sat in front of me. then my mum saw her she needed the help of doctor first, she told the nurses that let her to see the doctor first. as just nice the next number is mine. while waiting, that old lady keep producing the vomiting sound, i couldn't bear to watch and turned my head to my mum. is nightmare. and when she went to the toilet because the doctor wants her urine sample, she vomited there too. and also back into the room, she also did vomit again. the sound was DAMN LOUD.... after she came out, she had to be send to the hospital as the doctor didn't have her records and she got too many drug allergy.
just nice as we thought it is going to be our turn, another muscular guy who is crunching down, hugged his stomach. feeling in pain. then i was telling my mum, why is there so many emergency than mine? she asked me if i am not urgent, i could let my turn to them. so i did.
finally it was my turn. and the doctor told my mum that i can't eat any dairy products like MILK!!! ice cream, chocolates, as long as those things contains milk for the NEXT 3 days. i told my mum maybe i was having stomach flu, but she says might not be cause, i didn't vomit and didn't have any fever. the doctor said it is stomach flu, because i was damn bloated, didn't eat a single thing the whole day and running to toilets non-stop. that doctor gave me lots of medicine and finally first time MC..
Labels: at the clinic, sick
Monday, September 24, 2007'♥
GOSH. i really did study at school. and completed chapter 8 of history. inclusive of notes. HAND WRITTEN! more studying for tomorrowbut now, i am totally having flu again. damn.i guess i am that kind, physical doesn't look stress. actually mentally i am... and my body is showing out. ARGHS!!! i hope examinations could disappear in this world.While reflecting, i realised. example. a person could live 70 years old.3 years of being a toodler. left 67 years. from 4 to 24years old, you are studying for 21 years. you will be left with 46 years to spend. 25 work till 62. 38years working. left 8years to spendby the time you are 62, what can you do? how to do those extreme sports or even some other exciting games or even suitable to travel the world?
think of it, human life in singapore is stressful. no enjoyment at all. i prefer to be a village girl.
Labels: realisation, sick
Monday, September 17, 2007'♥
my day started quite okay. the day before my ballet exams. recap, i was sick. at the night, i could fall asleep until like 3+am? in the fact that i didn't slept well.in the morning. in school. it was totally awful. i had the stupid running nose. creating problems for me. then it finally stops when it was recess.science. disgusting one. in a fact that, the whole class was actually paying attention to what the teacher said.. and even correcting her mistakes and miss hani was saying that the whole class is interested in the topic as compared to other topics, we aren't that enthusing.then left school for my ballet exams. well, terrified, scared, confused, butterflies in my stomach, hand numb, leg frozed and blah blah blah. My teacher called my partner and i SPIDERS. KANA CHIONG SPIDERS >.<
when it was over, we went back the waiting room, and started to eat snacks, chocolate cookies, calbury chocolate, almond nuts cookies, milo.. more sweets. well now one thing is gone, now i have to do is to concentrate on my coming mid-year examinations.Labels: ballet examinations, science, sick
