Tuesday, May 06, 2008'♥
the worst week had just started.
totally depressed by the polynomials test. i confess that i didn't bother to study. whatever, now i am so determined to get my a maths well on this coming friday. the day before, i shall keep myself from any disruption and keep doing a maths practices. hopefully i can concentrate.
i think i screwed the e maths test =.= wasn't well focus enough. but at least history i think i really squeezed out every single fact that i had memorized the day before or should i say, 30minutes before the exam?
i hope everything turns out well =.= tomorrow is physics paper, i should be revising yet i am still slacking. i shall try to get kinematics well! bless me!
so envy xuefang just ended her mid years. >.< style="font-size:85%;">i know i am ranting a lot,
i am frustrated,
i just need a cooling period,
or someone to comfort me.
i just need some courage to overcome it
i just need someone to cheer me on
i just need to cherish the opportunity given.
good girl gone bad. trying to turn a new leaf.
Labels: exams
Tuesday, October 09, 2007'♥
last examination for tomorrow.although is the last and final one. i have not done up my art work yet. i still have 3 development, trial, colour scheme. gosh. lack of time. and also touch up for 4 observational drawing.at first, i thought i could rest after exams and enjoy my ice skating in the afternoon. but NO. stupid dance teacher wanted us to stay back. now worst from 10am to 1.30pm. now i am thinking, WHY DID THE HELL I JOIN international DANCE instead of others? like Chinese dance. and end up i had to change my ice skating schedule, scolded by the person because i kept changing the schedule -.-'' so pissed!~~~i just have the urge to skip dance and do whatever i want to do. this is the FIRST TIME i had this thought. but if i don't go, the teacher-in charge bound to kill me. or even both the instructors. i wanted to go Australia for Australian ballet school. which is quite famous at there. but of course, i have worries at here. One point to note that is SINGAPORE DOESN'T have any ARTS SCHOOL YET. and even it does, i have to re-study for secondary 2.. isn't it stupid?ice skating, another sport that is not very popular in singapore. but i have a change in view. most of the secondary school do have SEP [sports education programme] which some secondary school are involved like xinmin, mayflower, hwa chong, JCs and more... now, look back at my school. i don't even think they will provide us ANY nice things like that. worst to worst thinking, NOTHING. stay in the class, play, chat, and sleep.. talking about ice rinks. Singapore going to build 2 more ice rinks. which i am totally so happy. so in total 3 ice rinks. one in kallang, one in jurong, one in marina IR project. COOL. the link below. http://www.sportingsingapore.com/ttd_bizenterprise/Singlenews.aspx?DirID=26&rec_code=81732and i guess, by the time both rinks open, i would choose kallang or marina. nearer to my house. but of course i might just choose kallang cause my previous coach might be there.ok i got to finish my art. damn it. my life is tiring, passion is the only thing that allows me to survieLabels: dance, exams, ice skating
Monday, October 08, 2007'♥
TWO DAYS MORE TO THE END OF EXAMINATIONS.
this will be a short post. the next post will inclusive of my saturday and sunday happenings.
one thing i know lots of dancers have to get angry, is that we are having dance practice right after art paper which is wednesday afternoon. seriously i am also pissed. i had planned to go the ice rink to practice, yet now, ARGH don't even want to mention about it. what can i do? all because of people backing out suddenly, lack of people to participate. so in the end, extra practices.
I AM TOTALLY PISSED BY THE ART EXAMS. i am just NOT IN THE MOOD OF DRAWING. i could draw nicely if i have the mood. i guess this art exam is going to be atrocious for me. worst nightmare.
after exams, preparing for holidays. force to practice 2hours at music school for the next year exam daily.. hard dance training like ballet and school's competition. there's so much things. i thought i could have twice a week for ice skating. but i guess i have to cancel that.
i am changing skin soon.. wait till exams are over if i have the TIME and MOOD. the 2 main factors that will affect me TOTALLY. Labels: exams, mood swings
