Saturday, October 20, 2007'♥
second post for today
had the time to read other people blogs. and i found out. lots of people did better than me. A LOT BETTER. and i am not CONTENDED about my results. seriously.
i simply could just go into the triple science stream because of my mathematics and science. but i guess not with my ranking even though i still have not gotten it yet. triple science is very, really very attractive, top class, better teachers given, many people knows you are clever. but i had chosen double science which is chemistry and physics. well a bit of regretful and tickling feeling. but is over anyways, on a second thought, many from my class chosen chemistry and physics and geography. less than 10 chosen triple. so in other words, best class aren't what people think we are suppose to be. i hate people telling me what to do. i want to do it my own way. GEDDIT?
many said i could go into triple but i don't know. is such a short time and i have to decide it. i just wonder, why can't the MOE system allows us to choose whatever subject what we want? as in, by your own talent, my own interest to choose. for instance, me. if i have to choose studies and dancing or even external things like ice skating. i would rather forsake my studies and pursue my dreams. but of course, if i do that, my mum is bound to kill me. the secondary 3 subjects is just like a package. is like you can't change the fact. so, how much i wish i could just finish my studies and carry on with my dreams. but, once i had finish studying, i am old. real old.
i always wasted saliva on my mum, persuading her to send me overseas to pursue my dreams, and i gotten back scoldings, grounded. saying i am stupid not to study. and always repeat the same old words, you can have very good results IF YOU WORK HARD. i hate it. i have to admit that i am not perfect in my dancing but it doesn't mean that i could just give up like that. I AM NOT SATISFIED. and by proving it, i am going to aim for next year SINGAPORE SUMMER SCHOOL, scholarship to Australia, PERTH. THAT'S MY FIRST GOAL!
Labels: dance, results, school
