today is Saturday. yet my day is damn busy and tired.
firstly, i went to ballet lesson. Miss Gina was torturing us. but this time round, my legs are still aching but not as much as last Saturday. she is a good ballet teacher. which actually i kinda like her teaching and correcting my steps until more perfect.
secondly, i heard from wanling and michel from ballet that pei hwa is so damn lucky to have the UCC stage at this time. but is a torture to them. 4pm to 9pm at there practicing? well i guess they are also tired.
thirdly, i went to school for the rehearsal. qianyong, shiwen senior + liangyu came back to school to see our dance and did gave some comments. well they are pretty nice of them to come back and guide us. more pairs of eyes to spot each mistake better than 2 pairs of teachers' eyes. and now i am on the road to change my steps and do better than before!
fourth, actually i had piano class at 6pm to 7pm. but my teacher changed it to tomorrow at 12pm. woah i need that man. i am damn tired that i barely could really relax. i had wish i could rest on my bed and sleep like a pig. but now it is fulfilled, after blogging i am going to sleep!
fifth, okay my last post, i guess quite a number of people saw it. i am going to say to jiamin first or other dance members who had look at the last post. i just had say out what my inner heart had been hidden under that i did not want to show at all. well but the unconfident of me does not mean that you have no confidence of yourself. i believed that you all had done your very best. so please do not have any regrets and do not be affected by my post. i just need some ways to let off my emotions inside me. well i got confidence back by the teamwork shown by everyone. even how tired i am, i am not going to give up anymore. for now, i dun really care what results we are going to get, but giving out my very best on the stage. and i will have no more regrets.
xuefang, thanks for talking and cheering me yesterday night for 5 hours, 9pm until 1am. now i really have more confidence myself but not like yesterday on the brim of depression which you have never see me in that kind of unconfident me. you are so nice!
zhiyu, mandy you two have been my supporters!! i really want to say a BIG thanks to you guys. you guys rocks. thanks for understanding me and always by my side at school. mandy, work hard for your choir.
last but not least to all my school dance team. thanks for letting me to see you guys are being so united. and dancify - dance committee, putting the effort of giving us the small slip to encourage us! well i am not that kind of person could really say those persuasive or encouraging words, but what i can say is that we have all done our best on stage, so have no regrets, last dance for us, dun be too concern about the results and casuing everyone so stressed up. JUST PUT IN YOUR BEST! and that's it! POOF! and we are out of the stage and the torturing practices.
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THE BLOGGER ♥
.lynn
.06 FEBRUARY
.NCHS
SHE LOVES ♥
#1 dance
#2 handphone
#3 friends
#4 family
SHE HATES
#1 homeworks
#2 insects
#3 hypocrites
SHE WANTS ♥
#1 devote into dance whole heartily
#2 finish studying
#3 gets a chance to study overseas
#4 confine into my own dream perfect world