Thursday, March 29, 2007'♥
my day was totally screwed up.
it started off in the very first in the morning.
XX who is showing serious attitude problem, everyone was like working so hard. yet she is the only one that is not being serious enough. it isn't the first time. i am trying to control my own emotions, which i dun even know what crazy things that i might go and do. is like i had it! why am i working so hard yet everyone is lagging behind. WHATS THE POINT OF DOING IT IN THIS STUPID LAME DANCE GROUP!! i could go to better school and join other dance group!! i really had it enough. is just like the whole dance 1/4 of it is danced by the rubber band thing. so i dun seem to see any difficulties for them to cope it! i had to get scoldings by dance teachers espcially corrections of the dance steps. i just trying to focus and just had a very slim hope of getting a gold for it which might be impossible at this rate. i could just drop out from it and just went off like a click which i dun really mind. everyone is as tired as you, so just shut up and listen, do your part and you are just done! is that a impossible task to do? why must you just show this attitude that it does not even show the passionate of dancing.. i could just bear with your vulgarites but there is a limitation to it. apparently, there is going to have more conflicts to be happen.
if you are reading it, so be it, continue your fucking. i really had enough.